What to do, what to do...

J called this morning and asked me to look into return flights to France for me and S. I know it is important to do the "smart" thing, but on the other hand, how can anyone know how this is going to turn out?  We may end up running for no reason.

It is hard to be fearful of our safety when life around us is, on the surface, ie in our neighborhood and in our interactions with people, going on as normal. :-<